You’ve reached your limit.
You’re life is the same thing every day. You don’t have to think about it. You could do it with your eyes closed. You’re just going through the motions.
Overall it’s fine….
but, it doesn’t make you want to get out of bed in the morning.
You decided you wanted a better happier life.
You were done just fantasizing about a great life, you were ready to do something about it. Just 1 problem. Since you started trying it feels like everything is falling apart.